Thursday, November 3, 2011

The Beginning

This is me. I am Britany. I am a 22 year old college student that is currently trying to finish up the first quarter of my "senior year." Well at least that's what its called after four years of schooling. I'm hoping to get out of here before the next school year starts. By saying "out of here" i'm not really wanting to leave this city necessarily, but to get out into the world and stop worrying about grades. I've never really been one to actually have the full motivation to do well on graded work. I know I have the capability to do well, there is just that missing link in me that pushes one to go the full mile. This should tell you a little about the true person I am. I wouldn't say that i'm a low life or anything in that matter. I just don't stress about the simple things in life. I know someday I will be happy with the things I do day to day and that eventually classes, grades, and profs wont rule my life. I tend to get down on myself quite a bit knowing that a lot of the closest people I love are all super motivated to do their best and wont stop until they achieve that. I could definitely say that I am absolutely jealous. My sister... super super smart and she works hard for it. A wonderfully beautiful woman who is in many clubs and varsity cheerleader. She has her ups and downs, but I admire the strength she always seems to have. My friends... are my absolute life. I couldn't imagine a day without them. It's something about this tight nit group that really keep me all together. I would never want to disappoint them. They are family and I would do anything for them. It's like the great television series "Friends," you know how they all live together and look at each other as  family and live together in this apt. complex.. well I believe that if given the chance we could be the real life "Friends."
Anyways... the reason i'm starting this blog is to express things that I often think, or daydream about. I often write in a journal so I thought what better way to share some of my crazy thoughts, rants or daily experiences than to do it on the wonderful world wide web. As I said earlier I am a college student. I am studying Psychology. ... after people usually ask me what i'm studying, there is always that quirky coment... " oh so I can be one of your first patients." or " oh I wonder what you think of me, I should stop talking." ... Although I probably already have analyzed everything about you including your smile, clothes or the way you walk... I have NO interest in becoming anything close to a Psychologist. On that note what I do want to do with my major is totally unanswered. I would like to go more into the business world with psych being a great background. Hopefully things work out. But an inspiration for blogging is the interesting way I interpret the world as I see it. The very interesting people that walk the city streets daily, or the very awkward things people do when they think no one is watching them. So I will begin this blogging extravaganza and hopefully ya'll are entertained and not offended at the way I see the world around me! :-)